So.

Who am I kidding I'm dearly still in love with Kendra and I kinda hate it no lie. Which is really weird coz I go thru girls like no other. i know why no need for therapy there lol that was a shit ton of wasted money. even after I tried to kill myself, I like I don't need it I know why i'm fucking crazy. umm Cathlic school and being gay ya there ya go. And having a mother who beat the living fuck out of me ya... okay to much info for now.

I feel like shit tho. i kinda like you and I feel weird about it. I never been down well THAT road.

I can't believe I slept with her last night. Fuck.