So, I was taking a nap with Kohen and I thought to myself would life have been better if I would have had a baby? Then the 16 year old annoying black girls on murry popped in my head about how they want to be mom's and shit. Then I remember oh ya that's right you can go out tonight if you want you can sleep in late you can go to a movie. But then again I could be happy with a kid, not only that but my parents love Kohen so much that what would it have been like if I gave them a grand baby. i'm pretty much up in the air about all of it.
I had a dream about her again. I miss her so much. I wish I could fix everything. I never did anything to hurt her. Really she's the only one that I tried with. I would give up my world for her.
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