Kids.

it's 2:25 am. All i think of is what I had.
I do this to myself.
Thing is I don't get why I sabotaged it?
I think it's coz I couldn't help it.
Lies.
I could.
I'm sick of this all.
I am what I am. She loved me for me.
I Loved my self more I guess.
That's the first time i have admitted that.
I need to stop.
I'm not going anywhere being like this.
She made me wanna live.
You see, everyone could say oh get over it, it was nothing.
But you see it was everything.
It's not that fact I lost her. It's the fact I HURT her.
That kills me.
She told me to my face your one of the 2 reason's I wanna live.
God I wanna die.